Saturday 29 November 2014

Môj život je kombinácia ospravedlnení a následných činov, ktoré si žiadajú ďalšie ospravedlnenia... mrzí má, že ani sa to tu nerozbehlo a už to sadá prachom, na čomsi sa robí, ale kým to bude publikovateľné, to ešte potrvá

Thursday 6 November 2014

I might post some pictures later, if I feel like it. I hate the fact that oft times I'm the only one to get them for they are too good not to be got. Anyways, I hate being adult. I mean, I love the fact I can go to shop and buy whatever I feel like (not wanting to sound like an alcoholic, but I like having fun and you need to live through something to be able to write about life). However, people expect shit from me and honestly, how stupid do you have to be to do that? Responsibility is not a concept I quite understand and neither is problem solving - adult style. Trust me, I am totally useless. That has not changed and most probably isn't going to either. Just the view of world has changed and how I hate that!
I think about writing two stories at once actually. After deciding to set the current one aside, I found a way to continue it. It was just a single sentence that crept into my mind after drawing the main character during the most boring i-don't-even-remember-what class ever. I like to write a sentence or two next to a drawing I'd finished. Usually it's better than the drawing itself (which doesn't speak highly of my drawing skills, considering it's just two or three words most times) and it gives the drawing an idea or point. I usually put the word on paper, not knowing where they came from. And after sketching a girl who smokes too much (I liked the details, though the proportions were slightly unbalanced) I found a few words next to her. It looks like I left the notebook in school though and I dare not  try to guess the though. I liked it too much for that.
And then there is the other story. Ink stains, it's going to be called. I've drawn its character as well, but there is no quote so far for I'd have to finish the drawing itself first. I am thinking about writing which ever I feel like writing at given time and posting both simultaneously. And both shall be in Eng. which I am sorry about, I do not feel confident about writing in the language, yet I write to work on my writing which I hope is going to be part of my future and the future one is most definitely not going to be written in Slovak so I do my best to learn to write in English. Some people take extra classes to prepare for their future, I do this, though I should work more. And I promise to try.